“Fucking see why they call this bull shit a relationship, ships sink!”

Been a long time coming in this relationship, and now I see it slowly fading away. I can understand a need for change and new experiences, but at what cost? The cost of a ring? The cost of a friendship? The cost of a soul-mate? Sacrificing everything for a one time shot, I don’t think I can ever bring myself to do something like that again… but for her it is a first time so how can I blame her? 

It sucks when you know what you want and you can’t have it. We do what we can, bettering ourselves and working on becoming something we might not have been initially, even sometimes sacrificing and becoming something we don’t like, all to hang on to another person. Relationships fall and relationships rise… I wonder what is the next move for me…