February 2011
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The God of the Old Testament is arguably the most unpleasant character in all...
– Richard Dawkins
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A Long Time Coming
I believe 2011 was marked by the start of me losing people. I’ve been desperately trying to salvage lost connections, and I have been failing miserably. It is totally disheartening to have someone you care about tell you, “I no longer wish to speak to you. Don’t call, text, or email me ever again.”
These aren’t fleeting friends I am talking about, I am talking about...
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After silence, that which comes nearest to expressing the inexpressible is music
– Aldous Huxley
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Valentines Day 2011
Managed to surprise my ex pretty good, flowers and whatnot. It’s always fun to see her happy, hell to see anyone happy. I wish I knew how to make her happy all the time, I’m only good apparently for fleeting moments. It was kind of funny though, she was pretty adamant about having “given it up” for me if she wasn’t on her period. My luck is definitely the best, no?
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CSS
I think so far the hardest element of web programming for me has been CSS. It is just a completely separate beast that I have never been exposed to, and I feel like an idiot for not having been. I think about the countless hours I spent reading nonsense and fucking around with stuff I didn’t need to, just wasting my time, and I beat myself up because here is something that is basically...
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Coding
Been working on a lot of coding as of lately. Making sure that I got my basics down pat, reviewing HTML and XHTML and beginning to get into CSS. I’ve also been reviewing Javascript, I’m most proud of my progress with this language as I think it is like my “gateway drug” for true programming. I just needed to learn one really good language and then apply the concepts, and...
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Relationships
“Fucking see why they call this bull shit a relationship, ships sink!”
Been a long time coming in this relationship, and now I see it slowly fading away. I can understand a need for change and new experiences, but at what cost? The cost of a ring? The cost of a friendship? The cost of a soul-mate? Sacrificing everything for a one time shot, I don’t think I can ever bring myself to do...
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I just can’t believe it’s really come to this, because without me...
– 2ND Sucks by A Day to Remember